if we must part forever,give me but one kind word to think upon and please myself with, while my heart's breaking. - thomas otway
okay, so the quote's a bit dramatic. but that's how i feel right now -- having to leave kansas already is breaking my heart.
it's just not time to part. i'm not done with you yet. can't we just stay together a bit longer...please.
when i think about leaving kansas, i feel so anxious. i want to in twirl in the fields, run through the corn, pick apples. i feel like there's so much that i want to do. and see. and photograph. i'm just not done!! one year is too short.
yesterday, i took the kids location scouting, for my shoot tomorrow. and as i drove all around, i thought about how much we have all enjoyed it here. and how this one-year family adventure that has been so magical almost never happened.
i know military families are probably thinking, don't you feel this way every time you PCS (permanent change of station).
yes, in a way, but i think the shorter the time spent in the location, the stronger the heartbreak. maybe others would feel the opposite. i don't know. i was definitely sad when we left san diego, but after four years, anything not seen, done or accomplished was my own fault. here in kansas, i feel like we just didn't have enough time for a full relationship.
but my memories are many. and i will never forget our time spent here in lansing, kansas -- a place i never dreamed i'd one day live. and i'm so grateful we did.
thank you kansas for all the fabulous times you brought me and my family this past year. thank you!!
a few shots from our location scouting travels yesterday. my kids were such troopers, as i drug them all around -- 40-minute drive here, 30-minute drive there, 35-minute drive home. i promised them that we'll get back to the orchard before we depart -- to play with the dog, cats, chicken and ducks :-)
p.s. don't tell ryder that i showed you this pic. not sure i have the color quite right yet BUT -- how darn cute is he, with his little farmer's tan and all? needless to say, temps felt like 100 yesterday, while shooting -- hot, sticky and sweaty...but fun!!