if i had a world

February 3, 2012

if i had a world of my own,
everything would be nonsense.
nothing would be what it is
because everything would be what it isn’t.
and contrary-wise;
what it is
it wouldn’t be,
and what it wouldn’t be,
it would.
you see?
[alice in wonderland]

{ 2 comments }

fav finds | week sixteen

February 3, 2012

pretty swim suit.

i’ve been trying to think what ryder could do for his 100th day of school project and then i saw this.
[although the chest hair is throwing me off a bit.]

happy day print.

no use comparing.

vegan. yum.

not vegan. yum.

super love johnny cash.

i shoot like a girl.

packaged with love.

i hate perfume.

chips and salsa. my weakness.

new favorite pants.

so much inspiration here.

drawn to this.

always on my mind.

i love hummus. said to be the best.

he would make a fun kids collage project.

be a girl with a mind.
a woman with attitude.
a lady with class.
[author unknown]

{ 1 comment }

a weekend of inspiration

February 3, 2012

to say that this past weekend was incredible and inspiring would be an understatement — i had the awesome opportunity to spend the weekend with jock sturges in palm neach, where he was there teaching at FOTOfusion.

we arrived saturday afternoon.  my kids were modeling for his ‘the meaningful portrait’ demonstration shoot. it was wonderful to hear his thoughts on shooting people and so great to see him in action. one thing that i really grasped onto is jock’s deep respect for the people he shoots.  he also stressed the importance of getting to know your subjects – something that i’ve always believed as an essential part of making a great photograph.

my kids and i also had the opportunity to visit the ‘full of grace’ exhibit at the palm beach photographic center, with jock.  the exhibition was so well put together and it was incredible to hear jock’s knowledge and thoughts on much of the displayed photographs.  he also took the time to teach and inspire my kids, who are now asking to visit museums here in tampa. if you happen to live in florida and can make the trip to palm beach, i so highly recommend the ‘full of grace’ exhibition.  i guarantee you will not be disappointed.

on sunday, jock and i spent hours talking about painters and their influences, not only on one another, but also on various photographers.  we began with cave paintings and journeyed through time – discussing artists such as sandro botitcelli, hieronymus bosch, jan vermeer, eugene delacroix, van gogh, picasso, piet mondrian and mark rothko. it was fascinating and something i plan to engross myself in, in the coming months.

we [my kids and i] then watched a slideshow of jock’s work, from the time he was a child through last summer’s work, sharing his thoughts and stories along the way.  it was impressive that jock knew every person’s name and many of them, he’s photographed for generations.

throughout the weekend, we laughed and shared.  he took the time to teach my kids – not only about photography and art, but also a few magic tricks, which of course, they thought was the best thing ever.  we left palm beach sunday evening and the first thing my kids said was, we really like him; when are we going to see him again.

jock sturges is one of the most kind, caring, giving people i have ever met.  he selflessly shared so much time, knowledge and information, asking for absolutely nothing in return. to think he’s a master photographer pretty much blows my mind.  he inspired me and encouraged me.  i’m not sure how i got so lucky, but i am beyond grateful.  he shared with me that he sees something special in my work and well, i’m not taking that lightly.  he had some recommendations for me, which i am going to see through.  one thing for sure, i’m going to make his time and energy spent worth it – i will not disappoint!

jock –
i can’t thank you enough for your friendship and the gift you have given me.  i feel more than blessed and i will make you proud.  my children and i thank you for a most-magical weekend — a weekend we will never forget.

and a few photos from the weekend…

{ 3 comments }

a dreaded thought

February 2, 2012

yesterday evening, while driving home from gymnastics…

SKY: mom, there’s something in your hair. I’M NOT KIDDING, there’s REALLY something in your hair.
ME: where, sky? what is it?
SKY: it’s brown and has eight legs.
ME: [now frantically banging on my dreads] sky, where? get it?
SKY: i don’t know. i think it’s crawling.

so i pulled over on the side of the highway. shook my hair all over the place and rubbed my dreads as much as possible.  i can only imagine how things looked to those driving by.

back in the car…

ME: sky, is it gone? do you see it?
SKY: you know, there’s lots of poisonous brown spiders. like brown recluses.
ME: sky, do you see it?
SKY: no, maybe it crawled in deeper.
ME: that’s so not funny.

true story.

i HATE bugs. and the thought of some bug deciding to make it’s home in my dreads is one of the worst things i could possibly dream up. i basically messed with my dreads the entire way home. yuck, yuck, yuck!!  once home, i asked kiele to look for a bug in my dreads and she just laughed.  the thought still makes my heart race.

it’s been two years, two months that i’ve had my dreads. i love them more and more as time goes on. can’t imagine not having dreads.  i’m pretty lazy about doing anything to them. i don’t do any maintenance, except occasionally ripping them apart, when they begin mingling with one another. and i wash them about every 4-6 weeks. the span between washings seems to keep lengthening.

they’ve come a long way since HERE!

p.s. i just really dislike self portraits. makes me cringe. i’ll try and get some better shots of my dreads to share, when my friend, jen, gets here next week.

{ 2 comments }

shine your own light

February 1, 2012

to be a star,
you must shine your own light,
follow your own path
and dream your own dreams
fight the fear and darkness,
for that is when the stars shine their brightest.
[author unknown]

Read the full article →

what ____ looks like | month six

January 30, 2012

january has brought some new changes, in regards to my personal photography. i’ve started a 366, which i’m so excited about. i’ve also started a monthly project with my kids, which i’m hoping to share about tomorrow. i’ve also had some pretty amazing a-ha moments this weekend, which will take a while for me to [...]

Read the full article →

fav finds | week fifteen

January 27, 2012

embrace it.

can’t wait to make these.

i so want to create a family time capsule.  added to my next week’s to-do list!

love my orange townie.  but i really need to ride it more.

hoping my kids will be inspired to make me something like this.

it would be such a dream to meet her. or photograph her. both [...]

Read the full article →

new & fascinating

January 26, 2012

i was at the apple store yesterday with my sick computer.  there for a couple hours, chatting with the apple guy, and we got on the subject of photography.  he actually has an art degree and was pursuing photography on the side [he loves working at the apple store].  he asked me if i heard [...]

Read the full article →

cleanse | days 19-21

January 26, 2012

DAY 19 –
breakfast: smoothie [protein, bee pollen, coconut water, mixed berries, peaches, mango, spinach]
snack: none
lunch: [applegate] chicken sausage, avocado, herb lettuce, wrapped in a brown rice tortilla
snack: 1/2 larabar
dinner: juice [2 large kale leaves, 3 carrots, 1 beet, 1 lemon, 1 pear, piece of ginger]
the thoughts of cheating keep getting stronger and stronger. everything i [...]

Read the full article →

i love

January 25, 2012

i love when clients share their photo displays with me — displays of photographs that i have taken.  makes my heart so, so happy.
francesca shared these with me last week [all photographs from our session in chicago, this past october]…

and em sent this to me yesterday, sharing that it was her most favorite wall in [...]

Read the full article →